thanx for the input, man. As I said, I am no stranger to meditation. I don't hyperventilate or any of that. It is just that my breathing muscles are functioning extremely bad and they basically almost asleep and not moving properly. I am calm pretty much all the time. It is just that it is hard to be focused when you are having great troubles breathing. Try meditating while someone is suffocating you :D. So, anyway, thank you both for your input.