It's really so terrible what's happening to you I know exactly what you're talking about. It's like a snowball effect, 2 years ago I used to read these stories on curezone and was horrified. I'm now one of those people who are desperate and I just can't believe how this all happened!
I think you could have possible ropeworm because for ages that's what I used to see until I started with the coffee enemas on a regular basis and I got to see my first long ones! They are normally lying at the bottom of the toilet. Hang in there, you can fight this.