I was rapped 2 times by a guy my age

I am a 24 year-old straight male and when I was 13, I was rapped two times by the same person in my age.
Here is what exactly happened:
There was a bully in our school and he was my best friend back then, or so I thought. One day we decided to hang out in a public place after school. When we got there, he said let's go to bathroom first, and I said OK. He went inside the bathroom he asked me if I want to come in, I said no but he started to beg me, I felt bad and just went inside. He pulled my pants down and started to suc* me. I liked it a lot. He asked me to do it for him and I said no, then he said I either have to suc* him or let him play with my behind. I faced the wall, put my hands against the wall and brought my waist a little back so he can touch my behind and be done with it. He starts touching my behind really hard and out of nowhere he start to open my belt. Before I get a chance to ask him about what he was doing, he opened my pants and dropped it to my knees and had his finger in me. He then quickly took out his coc* and started to rub it against my ass crack up and down. I could feel his wetness on my ass, he really like to push his coc* against my last vertebrate bone. I told him again, I do not want you to put him inside me but he did not listen. He forced himself in me and just kind of stood there for a min. I told him to pull him out he said it won’t take too long just be patient. I was really shock to see how massive my pines got while he was in me. I had semen dripping from my hard pine* and to be honest it felt really good, even though I didn’t want it. Anyways, he fuc*ed me for a good 2-3 mins and finished inside of me. When we came out, he gave me some change as if I was a prostitute or something… obviously I didn’t take it. He promised he would never ever do it again…

The next this person sexually assaulted me was when I went to his apartment. I didn’t want to go, but heard him say to his mom that Dave is coming over, so I had to go. We were in his apartment’s basement when he came behind me, grab my wrist really hard and started to play with my ass with my jeans on. I told him stop it man I don’t want it, then he by force pulled down my pants, grabbed my bal*s from behind with one hand and started to finger me with the other hand. He had total control over me, I plead and begged so much and I was about to cry again when he finally let me go.

My last sexua| assault encounter was when I went to a field trip from school inside a moving train at night. It was around 11 PM when our supervisor told us to go asleep. There were 6 beds in that cabin, three beds on the right & left sides stacked up. I was on top right and he was on top left. He came on my bed and started to hug me, I said please don't do anything to me he said no I'm not. Next thing I know he puts me on my stomach and started to play with my butt. I thought he's only playing, so let him play, he won't fuc* me or anything. I was wrong. He pulled down my pants and shoved his big fat coc* up in my ass and fuc*ed the shit out of me. And worse of all, I saw my friends seeing me and laughing at me. He grabbed my supraspinatus muscle really hard so I would stop resisting. He was fuc*ing me for a good 20-30 mins this time and my but* was REALLYYY sore.. He finished in me and took me to bathroom and washed/fingered me. In the bathroom he asked me to bend over and he washed my as*hole with water and his fingers. He said just relax, let me finger you so all the sperm would go away. He was fingering me for a good 5 mins or so. He did everything he wanted to me except no BJ ever.

This story has been kept with me for the past 10 years or so. The reason why I’m saying this is because my counselor advised me to participate on internet forum and share with everyone what happen.
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