Re: Kaline

Kaline,I'm so sorry for your loss.I know you are going thru all kinds of emotions right now.You're grieving and missing him so.I know your life has changed with his passing and you're just trying to figure out what normal is going to be from here on out.All our lives we are taught that there will come a day when we must let go of our children at some point.Unfortunately we are never taught about the day we must let go of our parents.Please dont worry that your father is still in pain and suffering.He left that body behind that was so ill,the day he passed.Personally,I think when someone is gravely ill or seriously injured that their spirit leaves before the body actually passes on,or they are fadeing in and out between this world and the beyond until the actual passing.All the suffering that you may have witnessed his body going thru does not mean his spirit felt it.I know how much you must be yearning to see him just one more time.I wish I could say whether you might see him soon,but I can't.I dont think you're doing anything wrong.People just experience everything in different ways.I can say he will be with you and in time you will know that.It may be in the most subtle way but you will know it when it happens.One of my sisters is going thru the same thing you are right now.We lost our mother this past january.My sister says she tries so hard to see her.I dont want to see our mother.She was very sick and her death was sudden.Her whole life was hard and I dont think she ever really had a "fair shake" while she was here.I know she is in a better place now.I can say she was a wonderful teacher to the 5 children she raised pretty much by herself here on earth.We endured alot of hard times with her but it was always on her shoulders to make things right.I know right after her death I went thru a period that I just wanted to know she was okay.I think many people go thru this.Well,I struggled with that for a while.Then about 3-4 months after her death I dreamt about her.It was a dream without any visual image.She and I was talking just like we did before she got sick.I knew she was gone and she knew she was gone.The most important part of all is she was okay!!!!The fact that she was gone did not even seem important to her.I have only had 2 dreams in my life without a visual image and they both have been the most profound.Since then I have had one more thing to happen that only she would know,so I know without a doubt that she can contact us.I'm sure someone with a different opinion could explain all this away with common logic.Thats okay too.I have as much common sense as the next person,but sometimes I have to follow my instinct instead of common logic.I've seen too much to not believe in the afterlife.Most of the spirits I have seen or heard was when I was a child.About 4 months after my mother passed my daughter started talking to my mom and still does now.I was pregnant with my youngest son 6 years ago when my father passed away.Well when my son was about 9-10 months old I would watch him smile and play with someone I could not see.I've even seen him extend his arms wanting whoever this was to pick him up.Since my mother passed away my sister I told you about,her youngest son has seen her.My sister said they were all eating dinner one night and her youngest son(age3) said there's grandma and pointed to an empty space in the room.If you are around young children watch them.They will usually be the ones to notice when someone is around.I got to be real honest with you,the people I have been closest to that has passed away I have never seen and I dont want to.I mean I have seen others and I dont know why still to this day or if it even meant anything.I can say people that have passed on that I have been close to have been around at times.I know before we even knew how sick my mother was things was happening around here.There were times I could smell a strong odor of tobacco twist that an uncle of mine that passed on use to use.You could hear movements in the adjoining room and there would be nobody in there.You could feel someone walk by you and not see anyone.I remember one day I told my oldest son and even my mother that I felt someone was trying to get our attention.My mom laughed a little and agreed.There was a few more things that happened that made me wonder about it more but as time went on we got our answer.I wish I knew what to say to help you.I know I sound maybe a bit more than just a little out there....lol!But I can admit I am a little different as well as most of my family is too.I cant even walk under a lightpole without the light going out,so I know I'm a little odd.One thing I will tell you that I hope will help is to stay away from fortune-tellers and stay away from meds if you can.I think they just mis-lead you especially when you're looking for things thats being divinely guided.You will have your answers when the time is right and you will know it in your heart when you do.I wish you only the best!Take care!charville
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