Yeah, bud, everytime when Newport says "'nough said" it looks like an authoritarian action and it puts you down big time, I know... a very sad feeling that is.
I'm experiencing a similar feeling of despair sometimes, especially when I don't see any progress or even regression. Very difficult to keep going and be strong, I know. But we came here and are still here, man, which means that we have a strong will and will persevere!
Folks who have been here for a while will never be the same again and will look at this world from a different perspective, for sure. Personal life will be affected big time and it will be hard to find like-minded people and fit in with the way of life. For many it's going to be a lonely journey from now on, so we've got to prepare mentally for it.