Re: Please Help me. I'm so sick and depressed, about to lose it.

Don't know how much longer I can hold out. I cannot imagine having to go through another abdominal surgery. I went through a crash c section, and nearly died with blood loss and they could not wake me up. I had a reaction to anesthesia. The thought of being put under is scaring me to death. I feel backed up against a wall. My husband is doing everything he can to help me. He is supportive, but he is reaching his end too watching me suffer on a daily basis.

If I had the money I would go see a naturopathic dr for guidance. I'm on my own. Until then, chest pains every day and eating one plate of food. I feel I am diminishing and I don't know. If God's will is to take me now then that is what it will be. I have never been so depressed in my entire life or afraid and I have faced down many things in life worse than this. I'm just so tired now. Tweet