Thanks to all of you.
All of this would be a walk in the park for me if it wasn't for the anxiety. Sometimes I wonder if this is what it feels like to be bipolar. Somedays I feel calm as ever and then BAM out of nowhere I feel panic, dread, despondent, fear, shaky all rolled into one. I will definately look into this histamine, food allergy connection.
You guys are AWESOME.
Seriously if it wasn't for this forum I would have given up, thrown in the towel and considered myself damaged and unfixable for life!