Re: Feeling quite shitty

You got it lalobear! It's those good days that make me want to press forward. I totally understand how you feel about being envious of "normal" people. I'm guilty of it too sometimes. But when I catch myself doing it, I think to myself that they probably aren't so "normal"! Maybe they go home and pop pepto pills for their underlying Crohns, or perhaps they are battling Hep C or Breast Cancer and hiding behind a smile. I used to feel like I was the only one with issues, but there's a reason why there's so many prescription drug commercials on tv! Nowadays everyone is living with something. I'm glad you enjoyed your cheeseburger :D I could have dropped dead from that cannoli but dammit I would have died smiling! I have to remind myself alot that I am living WITH AF, not FOR AF.

And yes BF, if I couldn't laugh I would probably be 6 feet under at this point. I think I'm done pulling my hair out for a while. I've lost plenty already without even trying! So let's all smile and enjoy our cannolis, cheeseburgers, and oatmeal chocolate cookies once in a while. We all deserve it!