Re: Mind racing, we met again

Thank you. I feel bad that you always come to my rescue and I don't have the encouragement to give back. It is not fair to rely on other people to always get you through. I understand what you mean by wanting a number. I think the fear comes with the not knowing how long this episode is going to last, or what if this time it doesn't end. How will I cope. How will I find the will to go on. How will his effect my kids. Ect. Ect. If someone could tell me that it would last for a certain amount of time then I would walk through fire if that is what it took to get better, knowing that there would be an end to it.

Anyways I hope that you are having good days to see you and your babies through. I am sure that they thrive having such a determined father. Dertimined to do the best you can I think sometimes is all any parent has really. Even healthy ones. I am grateful that my mother in law wil be moving here on Thursday, and will be living with us. So my kids wll at least have one stable person they can rely on. It makes me feel better knowing that they can get there needs met elsewhere if needed.

Anyways.............sweet dreams all.........