I thought that I might be a Christian, in fact I thought that I was, but I'm not.
I cannot follow the example that I see beneath me over the last couple of weeks.
I believe in God, always have from a youngster, but when those beliefs are attached to a religious order of any kind they appear to be put on a backburner.
So I will return to my spirituality that I had, I will return to God in the way that I see him, bye.