Thank you for your response.
What you say is true but I am holding back on buying
a computer for now...my family is surely vicious as you say...they don't have any heart except for themselves.
I never had a good marriage but now I can see this more
clearly.
Some day society will understand that the problems of addiction are a disease and not defects in character necessarily; that disease come from within or can be brought about by external factors including family.