Grace, this may not seem like the place for you and yet....it may very well be the place you need to be. If you are feeling stronger and better, you better believe that God is going to take you on your next challenge. Maybe this is it.
It's all about our personal growth and moving up and onward in Christ's name. You will be surprised where God will give life lessons.....but if you do not feel up to it...I understand. May God bless you in all that you do. :)