update

Hi all,
Thanks to those who posted messages.
Apologies appreciated.

I think I have stricter boundaries on what is support and what is debate than many people here. I love a debate. But I see other things that this forum could be doing and how we all could be connecting. I wrote some about that.
I respect that this is not that.

I am not angry, just disappointed. I was frustrated for the forum and all the people who have come and gone who hoped for connection and may or may not have found it. Frustrated that Christians argue over differences rather than coming together over our common truths. Sad over the lack of personal connection here rather than ideologies. That probably sounds harsh, again I am looking at an ideal and that isn't to say that there aren't relationships here. It just could be different. Perhaps people use PM to get more personal. That would make sense.

I learned a lot from the dynamics here and from my part in them. I guess all you can do is say what you want and if that isn't want others want then accept the structure that is in place. Diverse groups are a china shoppe. Not sure, how much time I want to give to that.

On a side note, my faith has never been higher. All of the readings and sermons I have been doing have really been powerful for me. I am commanding symptoms to go as they surface and seeing them leave. My mindset is stepping away from the automatic limiting beliefs that were in agreement with the disease and I am remembering pretty quickly to take dominion over symptoms. Pain is gone, memory much better. I am very encouraged.

I want to focus on myself and my own healing. I am interviewing next week to return to working since I have been improving so much over the past month. So If I am on here it will be much less often.

I pray an awareness of God's loving presence will be a constant companion to all here.

Grace