Confused about lab results, environ toxins, adrenal fatigue?
Hello, all I would like to share these facts and see what you think, and many thanks in advance for your attention and time.
CURRENT SYNOPSIS//////
These poor folks on curezone have pretty hardcore issues with immunity and reccurrent flues, etc, they have stuff like low blood pressure and low blood
Sugar show up on the doctors diagnostics. These things just are not the case with me.
I go to get diagnostics, and they say I have the health of an olympic athlete. Today I went and my testosterone measured 1108 ng/dl out of a range of 249-836 and my Sex hormone binding globulin was 76.9 nmol/L out of 14.5 - 48.4. I have no sex drive mostly. I feel like T is low. Certainly my free T must be quite low. Creatine, serum was .73 mg/dL out of .76 -1.27. Lymphocyte was 1.8X10E3/uL with .7 to 4.5 ref range. I am told it could be on the low side?
I have been trying to read bare herbalist site stuff and other curezone things. It can certainly work in certain cases. My diet is so obscenely healthy anti-candida gluten/allergy/dairy free for 3 years.
This alternative stuff is really into enemas, saunas,killing
parasites and liver detoxes. My liver seems extremely clean on my lab charts, though. My b12 was 500 out of a 200-1000 range, I hear its optimal at 800.
He said I should be super aggressive and energetic, like roids rage practically. And that my symptoms of chronic daytime fatigue were the opposite of my diagnostics. He also said that mono does not cause CFS. He then proceeded to try to prescribe me Wellbutrin, and sleeping pills. Geesh.
I have a weird issue myself where I have intense social anxiety, cognitive impairment, basic inability to function in real world, derealization, depression, intense dysphoria during the day, and during the early A.m hours before sunrise, I am basically normal, definitely, if I had rested in late that day. Sleep is very important, especially the deep REM. What we have is an issue with the "suprachiasmal nuclei" of the hypothalamus- it is neurological imbalances in the body's natural "internal clock". People say CFS, Fibro, they speak a great deal about thyroid, endocrine system in general, parasites, heavy metals, environmental toxins.
Basically during the day I am a nervous wreck, I cannot think, I cannot hold conversations, I cannot learn, I feel like dopamine is non-existant.I have no oxytocin, I recoil from animals and people. I am like a treestump/pitviper take your pick.
I do have IBS, but I am often able to control it. I seem to have overbearing fatigue. I cannot tell how much of it is depression/cognitive exhaustion and how much is genuine muscle exhaustion. I use to fall asleep. Everything was constantly pointing to adrenal fatigue or
parasites or candida. When sleep deprivation was especially bad, and I drank coffee/caffeine/chocolate, I get a IBS/CNS attack. These are really awful semi-panic attack addison-like epsiodes. Basically I will have a large bowel movement, and afterwards feel terrible dizzy/exhausted/brain dead/orthostatic tachycardia the rest of the day. The mornings are absolute hell, because my brain is turned off completely. Mind you this is all with me being on a hardcore
healthy Diet for the last 3 years.
I take relora, and im starting to think if I do have heavy metals, this phillodendron has chelated them out into my brain even worse. I never get sparkles or stars.. no metal taste... no colds..no flue... no immune issues. All GI-metabolism-endocrine-neuro-psychological.
I could be in a room of people with Tuberculosis and I do not think I would catch it.
BACKGROUND SYNOPSIS/////////////////
I have always had pretty severe GAD, SAD, paranoia, anorexia nervosa, reclusive nature. I start feeling really terrible when I do not take at least 5 to 10 GRAMS of fish pills a day. The anxiety becomes phenomenal. I want to claw my brain out once it becomes that bad. It is clockwork orange grade Kafkaesque.
My tongue is not white, I do not crave food. Food does not even taste good to me. Certainly not sugar. My diet is obscenely healthy, and has been for nearly 3 years. I do not eat any carb but some fruit and sweet potatoes, wild salmon, I was eating grass fed beef, whole fruit/veg etc. No gluten-no dairy.
Then again, it could be whatever environmental poison (and I do believe it is that, I even think maybe I was poisoned in the womb), this poison(s) would effect more than one organ anyways. All I know is that omega 3 explains basically everything. If I do not take large doses, I start to feel like I am losing my mind, anxiety becomes indescribably bad.
The first couple months after I ceased my 12 months of weight loss that included continuous intermittent fasting, AND when I regularly exercised, I felt a lot better. I did have pretty bad mood swings and crashes, however. I am really worried about a pituitary issue, but nothing shows on basic lab tests. I really need to seek an xray/mri, and get aldosterone and renin tested, and really thorough thyroid tests.
Essentially in the past, I had severe staph infections, mental issues, morbid obesity, overeating, pre-diabetic, low energy. Fast forward now, and my problems are quite different. I lost all my weight straight down to about 175. I switched to a diet free of gluten, and remain staph free for 2 years. My mental issues, anger, rage, personality problems are about 90% better. My brain is still a haze of fog and fatigue.
Because I took some heavy duty ayurvedic herbs, I do not have the wild fluctuation in energy/mood. This means I cannot abuse stimulants (coffee, etc)? Tough call on how to feel about that.
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I do not know about candida, I am more suspicious of a pituitary tumor, really toxic parasites/bacterial infection, and potentially heavy metal poisoning, maybe even nitrate or organophosphate poisoning. All speculative, sigh.
Well, my apologies for this incredibly lengthy first post. I wanted to explain as much as possible in the hope that someone out there will be able to suggest a course of action. Feel free to ask questions.