There are people who say that she died of spinal chord injuries and not cancer. They say the official cause of her death was manufactured in order to discredit her.
Whether or not that's true, i don't know but i have tried some of her recipes outlined in this website and unlike you, they have helped me a lot since last year.
Since you have bothered to visit this forum and spent the time to post here, maybe you can provide more details of how exactly her guidelines made you feel "worse" so we can all learn from it and someone may provide help to you.