I would say you sound terribly afflicted. Very sorry to hear this.
Note—please, in future posts, use the editing feature, and go through and leave space between paragraphs. It’s very hard to read a big solid block ‘o text.
The second link opens to a very interesting discussion, that makes a lot of sense to me...
down below your post,someone mentions "Kleen Green", a product that might help...
I don't know much about Morgellan's having no personal experience-thankfully!- but I do read about it, and have always afelt that the continual dose of silver is NOT the way to go. It seems to me, anything you have to keep on taking, or else the thing 'comes back', is not the right approach.