I am having issues with the "WHY DID YOU LET IT??!!"... It makes me feel No one really cares deep down. My "family" all ran from my NPD mother, and left me alone to fight a Devil I felt was God.
Being on the low end of the spectrum of autistic the "holes" in the stories, the LIES I KNEW AS FACTS never added up or connected.. 41 years of madness. I know it's name, but now My NPD traits are in "MY TURN MODE".