Depressed

Anybody got a link to a(any) healing testimonial(s)? I'm in need of some light.

I somehow twisted my back and neck and can barely move. My dad had to help me get up off of the toilet. I guess that's what happens when you take a girl with a spinal fusion and then make her so sick that she can't exercise at all for months on end. :(

Between my back/neck aching, belching, and a burning crotch I didn't sleep a wink.

What gives?!?!?!?!?!