Re: I Feel Lost, What Am I Doing? Edited

I will agree with everything that Blue Rose has suggested, particularly the replacement of your personal photo - remaining "anonymous" is very, very valuable.

More food for thought: you mentioned that this man had engaged in numerous "random" contacts with other women during his separation. Ding! Ding! Ding! Warning! Red Flag Alert! Have you ever spoken with his estranged wife or previous partners on a personal, adult level, or does your information come from this man? What about his finances and employment history? What about any criminal background?

Your last remark suggested that you picked unhealthy partners, and to a degree, that's quite possible. But, it might also be possible that these types target YOU as a source. Why would any man, or woman, who is involed in a bitter divorce process expect someone else who has their own sensitive legal issues to take up THEIR flag? What do you honestly "know" about this man other than the information that you've been fed?

Two additional suggestions, here. Attend to your own issues and set your priorities to protect your Self. Then, check out http://www.lovefraud.com
to help you sort out this crazy-making situation. I have a very strong hunch that this guy is very bad news for anyone involved with him. You may want to consider getting humble about your superficial appearance - I say this ONLY to, perhaps, awaken some truth-seeking that two years with this man might possibly reduce you to a shadow of your former Self. I know this from painful personal experience, and I had to learn that "beauty fades, but dumb is forever."

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