Yeah, and I'm not angry all the time. Sometimes I'm proud of myself for pushing and making strides. I am definitely better in some ways, and I do have things to be thankful for. Still, it's hard to see my family and friends move forward and achieve while I'm stuck in limbo. The thing I really have trouble letting go of is my car accident. The stress of that DID make me a lot worse, and it WAS someone else's fault. If only I could go back in time... But I can't, of course. It's nice to have people to "talk" to on here. I just wish I had more contact outside the internet. Maybe if I could do more, I'd be distracted from my anger. One day, I suppose.