Re: Blessings from 2010

Hey Beth,

Thanks for your kind interest, which I value.

My mum is the good one and my dad just doesn't believe me or can't handle others' ailments.

My home is currently empty, so I could move back, but I feel I would be too lonely and left to my thoughts.

You're right about sticking up for myself, although most of my family have very strong constitutions (unlike me who is soft), so it's difficult not to provoke an argument with them...

Nobody can really understand what it's like unless they're experiencing all of the problems themselves, although my mum is very close in understanding things. Even if I didn't feel I could go on living, I would continue just for my mum alone.

I have no partner at the moment, so nobody in that role to comfort me in bed or enjoy smooching/sex with. Oxytocin is a hormone I could easily enjoy at the moment.

In fact, I think that one of my stressors through life has been not enough oxytocin.

Love,

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