I'm scared.

I've been getting worse since I moved home and decided to stop working with Dr Lam. I feel very confused and alone, even though I have all of you. I keep testing my urine ph and it is VERY acid. 5.2 Everyone who knows anything about ph seems to think this is very dangerous. It burns when I pee.

I'm gonna to try this RBTI thing and also spend some time learning about the Moreless protocol. Moreless knew Carey Reams and learned from him. Anyhow, I just needed some moral support. Lately, for most of the day, I can barely lift my arm to type this.... Holding up my head is hard. I'm having a better time if I can I can type this, except for the fact that it's the middle of the night. I feel like my energy reserve is the sizeof a thimble. This is starting to be the norm.

I want to live! I want life back! Vibrant abundant life. What happened? This is a nightmare, every day. Jail in my body.