I am sick of this cr@p!!!

I just read a post below about how protein is supposed to feed candida. I am so sick of this cr@p! Can't have sugar, dairy, gluten, carbs, and now protein? What the hell are we supposed to eat? Dirt? Oh wait, dirt has parasites in it, so we can't eat that either. Honestly, dirt would be more appetizing than some of the food I've had to live off of.

I have been dealing with this cr@p for 14 years now and let me tell you something. NOTHING HAS HELPED! No amount of special diets and anti-fungals or leaky gut repair or parasite killing or any of the other countless things I've tried. And trust me, I have tried everything other than a Rife, which basically, is going to be my last resort, once I can afford one. I have nearly bankrupt my family trying to get well and were it not for them, we would be living on the streets.

I'm tired of swallowing a pharmacy every morning, only to have nothing work. This is not living. This is not enjoying life. Can't enjoy food, can't drink, can rarely go out to dinner, lost my ability to have kids, so we never got to have any, live in pain all the time from the candida, parasite, mercury toxicity, EBV and lyme and now we are supposed to give up protein? Kiss my butt! I am so close to just giving up and not giving a rat's a$$ anymore. And I know you all mean well, but no amount of "atta girl, don't give up, you'll get better," is going to help me right now. Look at my posting history. I have been here a hell of a long time and as much as I feel for everyone here, I'm tired of having to come, hoping someone has stumbled upon some miracle. I have done more research than the average scientist. I would like to be able to sleep an entire night without waking up in the middle of the night in pain. I haven't slept an entire night in 14 years. Do you know how tired I am? Damn tired! Sorry, this is more than a rant. This is just BS and there is no reason we all should have to suffer like this. I just don't believe that we can send people into space, split atoms, recreate the big bang theory, but we can't cure common diseases?! Yeah right!