You think these pills are actually hurting me?

I must be doing something wrong, i've only been getting progressively worse. My head wasn't so f***ed up when all this started. I have daily anxiety, constant fog, out of touch with reality, depersonalization. I feel like i'm not even real. I'm so f***ed up in the head now I feel like i've lost my mind. When the fog does subside enough to function(it's always there) i'll have a slight headache.

I eat brown rice, chicken, pecans(sometimes), just started sweet potatoes. I eat onions alot an some veggies occasionally although I should do more. I cook only in coconut oil, cast iron pan, only drink filtered water. I'm alleric to eggs now badly, beef, lamb, all dairy, cheeses etc..almonds, turmeric, alot of grains i have to avoid, gluten, an more. I've never been allergic to food.

I take cayenne pepper w/lemon in warm water
vit c pills wit mag/calc
digestive enzymes...although i see it has rice maltodextrin
drink liver/kidney detox tea
zinc pills
l glutamine
Just tried my first coffee enema, gonna be doing more.

I mean i'm eating healthy...how the hell am I getting worse so quickly, its been 6 months since this started, i've lost 30 lbs(i weigh around 115 now). This has got to be something else, like bacterial or a worm or parasite.

My appendix/illeceal area pain comes an goes, it's not as bad lately, but now the pain moves all around my abdominal area even to my butt cheeks or shoulder blades. If i eat something i'm not supposed to, my arms fall dead asleep to where i cant feel them when i'm sleeping at night. my head gets worse brain fog, i'll get a burst of energy almost euphoric like i HAVE to do something. Yet I don't notice any of the typical candida symptoms everyone else gets. I still got eye floaters, muscle twitches etc..

The only way I could be feeding this is the pills. I don't understand anymore. I just want some mental clarity is all.