I feel one of the major problems is the forum if im honest. When i got away from obsessing about being ill and just sort of accepting that this is how i feel just now i started to get better.
There are people with much worse illnesses than what we have, but they dont preoccupy there time and obsess over it. Most just try to make the best with what they've got.
This post wasnt meant offensive or to annoy anyone its just how i feel about myself and the forums, studying every site. It was the same with food i thought i had countless food allergies , i stopped obsessing about food, every carb etc and now i can eat pretty much anything again. I sometimes wonder the power of the mind.