My methods are not complex. It's just any thing these days is so much for my body to handle. I do wan't heaven on Earth. I put a lot of responsibility on my self, no doubht. I kind of get the feeling even the greatest of successes in my books would still not bring the peace and healing I want. Never the less; I seem unable to shed my self of those. I want to make movies, write books and help other people. At the position my body is in now it feels like a near impossible task.