Day 2 update:

My family did some shopping today and oh boy, they were all congregated in the kitchen cooking and eating! My dad cooked King Fish which is my favorite. My nephew is munching and I can hear him happily biting into something crunchy. Aaaaah!

I am not hungry at all but my nose is picking up food smells! Every hour somebody is eating and I get so jealous! They are all overweight btw. We have poor eating habits, and I seem to be the only one with some sort of control. That's probably because I didn't live with them for 4-5 years, I was with my ex and his family who all ate healthily (lots of Mediterranean food).

Anyway, mentally I'm suffering. I know I need to do this for my health!

Physically, my left knee is aching (always had trouble with this knee in the past, but it's aching now even though I've been inactive. I have no headache. My biggest problem is this heavy heavy period flow (sorry if TMI) and the blackish blood that is being released. I know this is part of the symptoms of endometriosis (the heavy flow) but the dark color of it is scary.

I need support guys...Day 2 is done in just a few hours...but everybody is feasting on some delicious food aaaaaaaaaah!