Raw meat? I've NEVER heard that this can be good for anyone. You'll have parasites if you don't already have them.
I think your case is extreme. I'd go on RX's to get a hold of it. May take a special doctor to prescribe what you need. I just found one and had to pay out of pocket since she's alternative, yet MD and holistic all in one.
YOu need to find a doc like this to get yourself under control.