Sorry to hear you're having a difficult time dealing with alcoholism. One of the hardest parts though is just admitting it to yourself and to a few others that you have a problem with alcohol. That you took the initative to step forward and post here is a great thing. If you browse this forum, as well as the AA forum, most likely you'll find some things that could be useful to you in your struggle to get sober again.
Can you provide some details about your situation, like how long you've been drinking, and how often, etc.?