Hi there! don't worry things will get better for you, you're not alone in this mess, there are lots of people out there who suffers more of this addiction than you. Alcoholism is a very common problem, which is why so many people are looking for effective alcohol rehabilitation centres. However, it won't be effective if:
1. The person is not serious with it or if he doesn't want to have the treatment.
2. If he doesn't have the right people around him, most especially are his family, their support is what needed the most.
I advice that you be brave and firm in fighting off this addiction and have the right people to be around you in times like this.