Re: NDE take of 666

I know that 'a feeling' is not what 'The Light' is and still love can be found within that feeling that will be added to what God=Love is. Physical love fails. I came back telling everyone I loved them, got married, had three children and thought I was happily married and then my wife went crazy spending money using credit cards after she became depressed and my whole world became turned upside down... Everything just spiraled into oblivion... I lost my family... my home... my job... broke my neck again... and became homeless... with no one... not even my own family... to turn to... I begged God to kill me... I was angry at God for sending me back to earth to learn about love when there was not any it...

I was living in a city park in horrific pain and my legs would become weak and lose their feeling... I got down on my knees and prayed to God to let me go home... and God spoke to me in an audible voice and said; " I didn't promise you that people will not break your heart. People will break your heart. I promised you that I would never leave you nor forsake you." Those were pretty powerful words just coming from the sky. I often hear angels or spirit guides or whatever you want to call that inner voice one hears in one's inner ear but this voice was a voice that heard with my regular hearing...

Many years later I still believe that human love is valuable but it is not anything like that love that see beyond our faults to that inner light inside... I recognize the fondness that God has for me an all loving spirits and souls... We put on a type of darkness that is not lovable but our light is embedded within us. We are literally extensions of that light... The more I can reflect that same love that see beyond outward appearances and harm... the more of the light in my life that becomes eternal...
All that said, those moment when we shine, those moments when we share kindnesses, show or are shown joy... joyful laughter, singing... living in a way that reflects love... those things are little pieces of God... who I call God is love... God is such a maligned word as it has been used to rally fearful people to violence... but to me that is not God God as there was no fear in heaven.... just down here the name seems to manifest in sick ways that hurts people... I know i am not saying it all right but I agree with you that Love is a force but it is manifest as gentle intentions, joyful actions, kindness,compassion, empathy, fondness and awe in this dimension of time and those types of love attached to time are nothing to just blow off as not important... Trying to live within those words makes my life more valuable in ways that make me different from the next person, place or thing... making my light a combination of loving perspectives that are different than every other aspect of 'The Light' and still part of the light.

A campfire has blue, yellow, red and white flames... and yet they are all part of a single fire. We are all parts of the same light but our particular expression of love adds to what is God who is love when time ends.

I hope my convoluted answer helps breach what I understand from my NDE but I know that trying to say spirit with words is like making orange juice with tomatoes. They may both be fruits but taste very different.

Y-h(The sum of all love) bless you

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