Do you see that TV series named Lost? Sometimes it feels like we are pawns on a chessboard. I know it is not like that at all, but -sometimes- from our current human point of view it may feel like that.
When we are on the other side, so to speak, we feel "Yeah! I can do that!!"... then, when we are back on this plane we scream "Oh No! What I was thinking !!!!!!"