Lost

I Do you see that TV series named Lost? About 15 years ago, I I quit watching television but I continued to play chess most every day, online. I was spiritually offended by the pervasive teaching of 'little white lies' and justifiable violence... but I look back on it now and realize that my violent outlet was in my obsession with chess. Chess uses language of war using terms like offense, defense, blitz as if it is war on a battlefield. I was critical of violent video games but used my own version. Recently, after over ten years and 10's of thousands of online chess games, I quit chess. That need to maneuver one's self to put another at a disadvantage and oneself at an advantage was running inside me like a program, even if it flew against what I knew in my spirit. I very much understood from my NDE that we each, by what we intend do add light or darkness to other spirits and souls by our intentions.


You said; "When we are on the other side, so to speak, we feel 'Yeah! I can do that!!'... then, when we are back on this plane we scream 'Oh No! What I was thinking !!!!!!'"

I find myself with an unlimited soul and a body and brain that I gave limitations to before I was ever born. A lesser aspect of God or whatever it is I agreed with before I fell into a body frustrate me. I know some steal because they lack a foundation of their unlimited potential... and while I am not a thief, I do sense that because of my limitations, I have caused suffering I regret... and still I know that the judge of my maneuvering will judge me with love. Just as the father of a legless child in the Special Olympics in the Wheelchair race against the Olympics of men in the 100 yard dash, The light judges us by our love in any means that we can demonstrate it.

Thank you for engaging my soul and spirit with your thoughts,

y-h(the sum of all love) bless you,

rudi
would not judge his child against those
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