Desperate - will never get better

I was researching cryptosporidium last night - I am now 100% sure that nitazoxanide has not worked. Get skin symptoms every two days, as before; and gut is upside down.

The oocyst from cryptosporidium are almost indestructible... Aids people never get rid of this and end up dying from it or they are stuck for months on drugs.

Then reading about the lifecycle of crypto - it has so many forms - goes into trypazoite, and spirazoite, and meront, godknows - no wonder it is impossible to get rid of. What drug or remedy can treat all these stages of the parasite?

Then I fell upon this passage:

"When the host’s immune system is healthy, the body eventually fights off the parasite, the intestine heals and symptoms subside. For those whose immune system can’t kill off the parasite, cryptosporidium infection can be virtually endless."

I could not stop crying. I'll never get better.