I thought I was engaged in debate but it seems you have turned this forum into your own private school house.
I'm mostly interested in knowing what your mission is here. Since I have read in your writings that you have not healed as of this time....shouldn't you concentrate on that instead of hopelessly trying to change the mind of christians? Perhaps you are hoping to knock off a few christian fence sitters to your side?
People who pride themselves as intellectual thinkers, seem to go brain numb very easily. Fliting about from one idea to another as in an ADHD sort of way....but then again you may be right...it may be viral in your case. You seem to be glad to spread your infection far and wide here, despite the fact that no Christian asked you to come here and cough in their face.
You are free to believe what you wish but I question your motives of concentrating in the Christianity Forum only and not other religious forums as well. After all if you are going to go viral on religions, you should at least distribute evenly.
Since He is my God and not yours (only because you reject Him)I have a personal relationship that paints a picture in my mind's eye and heart of who He is. His love for me paints the picture of a God that loved me before I ever loved Him. God did not put that evil image of Himself in your mind....you did. You painted that face on Him and His psyche and want to blame Him for the image you see.
Christians who have a personal relationship with God have all the infinite potential they need through Christ Jesus who loves them....you really have nothing to offer, since we already have it.