Hang in there girl. I can relate. Im suppose to be really healthy right now (cleansing/flushing/being vegan) yet I dont look great. Im fighting face mites that basically looks like acne. It gets really depressing. At least my husband still wants me sexually but I DONT WANT HIM, at least not when im broken out. It effects every part of me!! I get so depressed feeling, disgusting, I want to go hide under a rock :( I know this will pass, thats what helps me get through it. And I know without the "acne" im pretty and anybody worth loving will stick around till I get better!! Im always searching and discovering new ways to be better and im learning sooooo much and its helped me help others, which feels good too. Im glad to have you here searching along with me (us). Keep at it ~eme