Re: Uny here - thoughts n' thinks....Re: Just feeling like a failure...

First thing to clarify - in your posts you keep saying you're doing "the program", but I don't know what program it is that you're referring to. Perhaps you've purchased the IP herbs, and started making your own tinctures, Superfood and IF#2 (???)
I see you've started making your own IF#1 (cool deal!).
 

By "the program" I mean the basic IP with juice fasting and P. broth and IF#1and 2 and superfood. Yes I used up the S. food and the 1&2 but I have made the If1 and made a superfood that is almost the same but missing the lemon peel and nut. flakes but I will order the flakes from the website you posted awhile back.)and I added alfalfa powder and chlorella and have 180unit organic cayeene plus added some seaweed for minerals/iron in my P. broth. I am sorry I didn't clarify the mason jar. It is the 16 oz size and sealed per the H. acres method and then I am using bottled juice for superfood/flax smoothies. I have done the enemas and the 5 day liver cleanse with the  flush  you posted on here added at the end with the liver tincture and tea from you. I added some coconut oil to the smoothie. So 4 16 oz size and then 2 smoothies 12 oz size with the bottled juice and .broth well I would say about 4 bowels and the bowels are maybe 8-10 oz and then I fill up a 16 oz bottle about 4 times a day. I add the cayenne to my broth along with the seaweed.  I haven't done any kidney flushes.  And since Weds. nothing since I am making hubby happy by eating with them.

>>>They actually accused me of having an eating disorder and being misinformed and of course my hubby latched on it as well. They actually sited cases of people they heard of who got really sick or died from Dr. S. program or ones like it. What could I say? So yes I was at despairs door and wondering what kind of failure am I as I ate the food with meat in it that I had to in order to keep them from MAKING me go to a hosp.!!!<<<

If I'm remembering correctly, you've mentioned a 'past history' with an eating disorder. And that you've been SO worried about adding a few veggies (and a few handfuls of popcorn) to your juice fast...and now you're feeling 'despair & failure' because you've eaten a bit of meat? AND your husband (who undoubtedly does love you) has seemed very worried about this....well then, so am I (worried).

I had an eating disorder when I was in my teens just before I met my hubby and was 110lbs at 5'7 and he thought I was too skinny, but now I am 142 so hardly "too thin" I just think people think that I am reverting back since I am on a "cleanse" I guess I have been worried about do in right. I just did not want to risk doing it the wrong way and not getting results. I guess me going over a week several times not eating solids looked like I was going on an eating disorder.  I guess plus my husband tends to get overly worried about things he always been a big worry wart. The docs/nurses were the ones telling the stories and making a big deal and he was just adding to it if you know what I mean. I have lost only 3 pounds so no big deal I would think. I guess I felt like eating the meat was a sign that I ruined all my work and it really, really bothered me.

I know you have a LOT of stress (you MUST have, especially with your children and one with autism), not to mention the fight we ALL fight with our friends & family. But to get to the bottom of this and be of any real assistance to you, we need to get down to the bottom line and find out what the problem really is. So what are you doing to help relieve and deal with the stress?

I have tried EFT and had not had much luck with it but I was a yoga teacher before my son was born so I still do that. I just started the running to kick it all up a notch. I have the 3 year old and my 2 older girls 9 and 12 so not a lot of kids. My hubby is trying to help but he's making it worse with his worring and monitering my food, plus he doesn't want to read my books or curezone so what do I do? He flat out says,"No I don't agree" and I don't belive in nagging so not much is left to do but hope.

EFT? If so, what are some of your 'set up phrases' or what is stressing you MOST right now? J

Just hubby and the kids and staying vegan/juicing and having no one to talk to since we moved across country here 9 months ago.

Are you taking anything to assist "stress"? St John's Wort? Fish Oil? Any type of herbal "calmer"?Just your ech. tincture

How tall are you and how much do you weigh...and how do you feel about that?  I am 5'7 and 142 and I would like to loose a few more but ok if I don't just want to be more healthy/clearer thinking and get rid of constipation

Do you feel like you have adrenal or thyroid issues? Not that I know of

How much do you exercise daily? Is that enough? or too much? 5 times a week jogging/walking a mile around my very steep/hilly neighborhood thats a mile around. Hatha Yoga every other day.

 

Gosh you all so wonderful with what you have said and I feel bettter already.  I am doing the cleansing to get rid of chronic constipation as well as brain fog hemroids and cellulite and some depression issues. The brain fog really bugs me cuz the past year or so its been really bad I feel so forgetful and sick of "dumb blond" jokes.

Well thanks again hope I covered it all. Thanks again so much for sharing your limted time! You and Wings always inspire me!