Wow, Wow, Wow! I am totally moved and transformed by your posts/expereince. I have been hitting highs and lows and feeling like giving in but I know I am doing this for a reason. Why else would we put ourselfs through this? Hummingbird is right we do need to honor ourselfs so we can be the best to our loved ones as well. I just admire you sweetie! =)
Right now I am sipping some P. broth and earlier today I was thinking how I could not bare to drink anther cup laced with cayenne and now I know I can. (slurp, slurp)