I learned I don't just want one cigarette...I WANT them ALL
For myself, I cannot make agreements to only have one or only when...because its true I want them ALL. I will finish a pack in no time. I am an addict, I wish I weren't but I know its true. My sister is a reformed alcoholic and I am a cigaholic.
I wish you the best Fledling I know how hard it is and what a struggle. Hardest thing I ever did in my life was to put them down and not pick them up again.