I believe many of us are facing the same things. It is alarming how quickly things are going down. I have found that I can only handle so much information at one time and that it helps me to just back up and focus on my family and all that I have to be thankful for. It really helps me.
And of course, I believe you need to honor your husband! You said that you could homeschool, so I was basing my words on that. Your husband's position can definitely change the situation. But that is another subject entirely.
Just know that you are not alone in your feelings!