Re: Prayers for that family and don't leave "Confused2009" but embrace the healing out there!...

I know to never give in to any fear, but since I'm having eye issues I really shouldn't get myself more worried than I am already. I should also stay off the computer as much as possible, even though I really do appreciate all the help I have received on this forum and I'm not leaving for good. Maybe I'm being superstitious, but I read this thread first thing when I decided to check how everyone was doing on here...idk what to think anymore, but I know I'm not going down without a fight. I've actually found that thinking, and even saying out loud, you will not be defeated by whatever it is kind of helps, gets the adrenaline flowing. Just don't turn it into anger.

It's like every week something strange happens to me, like something is trying to take me out. I'm doing great considering bms(at least 2 a day, I found a small worm last night), my gallbladder, my nausea, and intestinal pains(practically all gone). I finally got half of my Amalgams out today, so I'm feeling good(a little sore tooth pain but that's a good sign since it's so deep and the nerve is still alive).

So now it's my eyes, started the eyebright(you think cayenne burns in your mouth? put it in your eye! lol) got the herbs to make the tea, and I'm ODing on all foods good for the eyes. I must admit, I kind of like the stinging pain and I don't know why. I can't wait until I try the next step. I'm also used to the African bird seed now, and table cayenne doesn't taste like anything anymore. Anyways, I want to thank you guys and gals for the support, especially Uny, and I will always keep you all in my prayers to getting back your lives.

Peace and love,
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