had first colonic, not good...

ok if you read my earlier posts you know that im extremely constipated and impacted. i feel pregnant seriously. anyways before my closed-system colonic i was told to drink black cherry juice and olive oil.. i did neither. was too busy. so i've got a very full stomach when she peforms the colonic.

she fills me up with water, cramps a little, releases, nothing comes out. we did this about 10 times, nothing came out and i know i'm very full. she didn't massage my stomach at all but still, shouldn't something come out in 45 minutes of this?

i really just want an empty stomach, its been so long since i've had one... im getting depressed. all because i held myself from having bowel movements as a kid, now my world has turned into hell. i dont know where to turn or what to do at this point..

my mom is trying to feed me grapes and stuff, but them don't help when your as impacted i am.. i need something hardcore. sorry for the depressing post, im just sick of it all.