Oh you sweet brave woman. I just want to give you a big hug and take it all away. It took ALLOT of courage to post what you did. I am soooooo glad you found Uny. You have done so much more than YOU can realize.
Healing your body will do so much in healing your heart. I know you can do it and you have not given up when most people would have wallowed in anger and sickness and died drowning in it all. You have come to the righht place I 100% know that. We are here for you. I hope you don't mind but I will be praying for your healing journey.