Re: P.S. By the way, where is my IDEAL?!

Keason,

Yeah, that's the million dollar question isn't it!

To me, your chart looks like one of your main tasks in this lifetime is to have relationships that you can learn from...it's all about relationships and life lessons surrounding relationships, sharing, harmony, individuality, independence, co-dependence...the whole axis of Relationship vs Individual...learning to integrate those two.

Hmmm...it's interesting, because there is SUCH a big focus on your Saturn in Aries in the 12th house...especially because your MidHeaven (the top of your chart and your Life Objective/Calling) is ruled by Capricorn - which points to Saturn...so, this backs up the idea that you're here to finish up unfinished business from previous lives that involves Selfishness vs Relating...do you or have you had any dreams/nightmares about blows to the head? That sort of thing? Don't know - just wondering...

(How did we get so far away from the topic of Ideal Love! ha! sorry about that...but this must be tied in!)

Hmmm..You have a healthy venus/mars connection within your chart and a fine Relationship house that Neptune resides in - so you can very well find your Ideal...this person will be truly plugged in spiritually, musically, poetically. See Neptune in the 7th house can make you blind to someone's faults too...it can be deluded (oh we all have a Neptune somewhere!)...and make you think the person is PERFECT...or make you want to help them (alcoholics, drug addicts etc! Not something a Libra, typically, would go for at all, though!)....but if your Neptune is healthy then it will bring you a spiritually aware, connected person. It's funny, but before I saw Neptune there I was looking at your North Node in the 12th house and it's clear that when YOU make that great leap into being totally plugged in to your higher self (take action mars/aries - towards your own spirituality, intuition, one-self etc) then the 'other' person will show up...

Makes sense...and it sounds like you are really growing rapidly right now Keason...that is sooooo cool! Keep on opening....and dissolving that fear...

love Tracey