wow, that is absolutely wonderful. I am a American who converted to Islam, got married to an Arab. Came to Jordan with him to take care of a dying father. He dies, leaves me penniless so no choice but to make it here. Lol, At first it was extremely difficult but then realized that Allah or God had a plan. Allah is arabic for God. The people took care of me and helped me and donate to my maintenance and I am able to live a good life. Lonely, but good.
I have been Muslim for 15 years and very strict in the religion. I studied intensely after my husband died. Did you read the exerps from my book The first time I saw angels.