I don't understand that unfortunately

You see I am cough in a paradox with my belief system - here it is:

I have to not judge IF I am to walk in grace which is the foundation of my spiritual growth. Saying something is good or bad is a judgment which causes me to fall out of grace.....

I said fine and just give it all to the holy spirit to judge and set the world straight as gods plan unfolds. Or you could say the design of the source unfolds...

BUT PROBLEM IS

I am now "feeling" moved to action - but the action is stemmed from a perception of righteous judgment (which seems like an oxymoron statement in itself) to "opposing evil".

It can't be both ways thus the confusion....

As far as the intent to do right - I have had that spirit basically from birth - sort of like instinct- no I would have to say It is my instinct which causes personal pain if I try to go against it...

I don't know if you noticed but children are born with unique personalities. I am just realizing this - per programmed personalities to go through this life times experiences with.... wow facinating possibility....