I received what I believe a truth - though I can not manifest it in my life (yet) :)
Maybe someone here can help me and explain how this can be:
Being "good" is just as bad as being "bad". that was the realization.... You see i was always on the ride of wright and angered by those who would not follow the rules etc... And this came to me about 2 months ago
......................Being "good" is just as bad as being "bad". that was the realization..........................
I believe this is only based on the perception reality judging good and bad..... Can this possible be true?
I suspect that this was to get me to walk more into grace (judge not les ye be judged) - hard to do if someone tresspassing on me.... impossible? expecially when it must be even on the thought level. UGH! it can't be so right?
TheObserver
You see I am cough in a paradox with my belief system - here it is:
I have to not judge IF I am to walk in grace which is the foundation of my spiritual growth. Saying something is good or bad is a judgment which causes me to fall out of grace.....
I said fine and just give it all to the holy spirit to judge and set the world straight as gods plan unfolds. Or you could say the design of the source unfolds...
BUT PROBLEM IS
I am now "feeling" moved to action - but the action is stemmed from a perception of righteous judgment (which seems like an oxymoron statement in itself) to "opposing evil".
It can't be both ways thus the confusion....
As far as the intent to do right - I have had that spirit basically from birth - sort of like instinct- no I would have to say It is my instinct which causes personal pain if I try to go against it...
I don't know if you noticed but children are born with unique personalities. I am just realizing this - per programmed personalities to go through this life times experiences with.... wow facinating possibility....
The answer came -
Was not a paradox -
Judgment through the spirit of god's type love moving one into action - not in conflict with grace teaching...
Got it - thx again Mr inner spirit
This is so cool
TheObserver