Re: May I Chime in here :) thx
Hey T.O. - good to hear from you...
Now - then - ultimately - and I say "ULTIMATELY" - it does not matter to God=Love that "you" are "good" or "bad". He/She can ONLY see GOOD, anyway - and can't even see it when you do "bad," because it is impossible for Her/Him to see anything but LOVE.
In essence, "you" are not committing bad and good acts, the spirits that are attached to you in this world are the ones who are doing the committing.
In the eyes of the Librarian, however - the one who "punishes" you when you do "bad" and "rewards" you when you do "good," well that's a different story altogether.
Your revelation is taking place because you are becoming more spiritually aware of the truth of both perspectives....
And the truth is this: there are two Gods. The God who runs this world - and the true God of Love.
That said, just do your best to be "good" and remain unattached to your attempts at goodness, and in doing so, you will always have good intenions.
Consequently, your "Light" will increase and the God of Love will be able to bless you more because He/She can more easily see you...while
The god of this world will reward you (with health, success, romantic love, etc.) because you are "being good" - or at least attempting to be good.
Does that help or answer your question?