I apologize for being sensitive about my NDE. I know it is not "The Truth" but rather "My Truth." Many people have NDE's and never meet a God at all or meet whatever being that is in their mythology. I believe that somehow God or whatever we call what we experience on the other side makes our NDE's fit us for our learning. I needed the lessons that my NDE gave me just as the Bhuddist NDE experiencer needed to see her Buddah. Whatever it is out there in the great place beyond this life is so full of love for those who seek that love that it is beyond comprehension. I don't know where to go from here but I hope it is not your absence from the discussion.