Although I'm not Alan, I am guilty of making conversation about your NDE yesterday too. I didn't realize it would be distressing to you or I wouldn't have. I thought ately you had been despondent, and maybe it would help to bring out the positive side of the Librarisan if he clearly wasn't God but Satan. (meaning he was actually powerless unless we allowed otherwise)
But, I don't think that is who he was to you, so certainly seeing your NDE contorted into something you didn't say or feel was hard on you. In the future I willl refreain from trying to interpret your NDE and just enjoy it instead, as it was beautiful. I am also very sorry we discussed it at a time when you were just getting the courage (for lack of a better word, as you are courageous) to think sbout sharing it with the world. Please don't let our discussion yesterday stop that!
No hard feelings, I understand,
Blessings Forever....
Marjorie